I want to quit, resign, throw in the towel, end it, go home. I want it to be over. I feel broken. I am tired of working with a skeleton team and being woken up at night. I cannot sleep at all now and I don't know why. Larium? Sleep Deprivation? Stress? Heat? All of the above?
My project coordinator sits me down and calmly and patiently tries to inject some sanity into my thinking. But the thought of going home is starting to take hold in my head and it feels like an immense relief.
The full team returns tomorrow.