I still feel heat in my body, which I know is a side effect. I cannot think and concentrate very well, but I know that when I finish my treatment it will go away. When I think about it I get very excited.
When the time comes to write my last post I will be very happy because I will be able to concentrate better and share more. I have so many things to share that when I think about it now I get sad.
I find it very difficult to eat, my stomach burns and when I put food in my mouth it feels numb.
I am excited to eat more food, I want to get stronger to be able to work.
I have a mix of feelings, on one hand I’m happy to have my children here, on the other hand, when I have side effects they become a burden for me because I do not have control on them and they feel free to behave as they want.
I have hope. I will work again because I want to give my children the best.
When I think about the future, I know that I have to do something, but I still feel blank. I will remain here in this house.