Being a refugee in Uganda: "At night, I can’t stop thinking about what is going to happen to me and my children"

18 May 2017

Nola Aniba Tito, 27, is one of the medical translators working in the MSF health centre in Rhino refugee settlement in Uganda. Originally from a town in the Equatoria region of South Sudan, she and her children fled the violence there in July 2016. Nola started working with MSF in March 2017. As 86% of all South Sudanese refugees in Uganda are women and children, Nola is one of the many female heads of households.

I was living with my two children and expecting another child. My husband was away in Juba, the capital of South Sudan. In my neighbourhood, everyone was fleeing because we were seeing child abduction, rape, looting, forced marriage, and killing between tribes almost every day. Schools were attacked and children slaughtered like chicken. If people from the other tribe come, they kill everyone from the other tribe and leave their own tribespeople. Moreover, there was no access to health care, especially after many NGOs left the country.

Nola and her baby, who is now seven months old

Nola pauses for a photograph at the MSF health centre in the settlement where she works. Photo: Yuna Cho / MSF

One day, men knocked on the door of our house and threatened to open it. I was very scared so I didn’t open it, but instead carefully opened the window and saw them holding guns. I cried and shouted so much that neighbours came and the men just left. That’s when I decided to leave my home right away, without any belongings, just with my children and three of my brother’s children, who hasn’t been able to cross into Uganda. Even on the way to Uganda, there is fear of killing and violence and that is why my brother is still in South Sudan.

I was lucky to make it to Uganda. But upon arrival in the refugee settlement, we found no water, no food, and no health services. Sometimes we had no water for more than a week. How can we live without any water to use and drink? I also had to walk a very long distance to the hospital outside the refugee settlement to deliver my baby, who is now seven months old. We left with nothing, not even a penny to buy food or to pay for transport to hospital. So the start of MSF health services in the settlement helped people a lot.

The MSF healthpost in the camp

The MSF healthpost in the refugee settlement provides free medical care. Photo: Yuna Cho / MSF

MSF also helped me in terms of job opportunities. After I was hired as a medical translator for MSF, my life changed. I used my earnings to build our house, and to buy clothes and vegetables for the children. Another good thing is that during my time at work, I don’t have to think about all the problems I have. But at night, I can’t stop thinking about what is going to happen to me and my children. I am also scared that something bad could happen to me when I am sleeping. In the refugee settlement, there are cases of violence, abuse, and rape, and being a female head of family is not safe. So I can’t sleep until 2:00 or 3:00 in the morning.

Because people here don’t have enough food and water, and there is no work and nothing to do, they escape with alcohol, smoking, and eventually violence. I know a 15-year-old girl who was raped in the refugee settlement and contracted HIV/AIDS and Hepatitis B. Some people even try to kill themselves and their family, saying that it is better to die than live in an inhumane situation, or they go back to South Sudan. I am also very concerned about my children’s future. If they don’t have opportunities to go to school, what can they do when they grow up? If MSF leaves here and I lose my job, how is my family going to live? 

The refugee camp

The Palorinya refugee settlement. Photo: Fabio Basone / MSF

 

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